The Irony of Iowa

I was too anorexic for general population even in a really small town like that. The CO on shift even told my folks that I needed to be out of there within 24 hours so that I wouldn’t go to general population. A judge would have to see me right away if I was going to avoid that and it was a Sunday. No one was doing anything so my luck was spending the night there. I felt safer there than I did in that persons car. THAT’S sad. There was something REALLY wrong there and I may never know what it was and I don’t need to. I was saved from the situation in the most ironically insane way possible. About a week after I left and went home, I had a premonition that the officer that got me out of the car through the window wanted to sleep with me & had intended to sleep with me when he got me a motel/hotel room. That makes it even more personal and savage and drives my revenge against this person. I went to jail instead of having incredible sex with a fantasy. That’s twisted on so many levels but I’ve already been informed we will cross paths again in my childhood hometown. I’ve had the vision of it clearly. I can feel it, within 6 months time. Mark my words. I will be giving y’all an update in 6 months I wasn’t planning to give you either. It’ll be THAT AND THEN SOME. I am glad, however that was I cheated out of being coerced, pressured or tempted to cheat on my partner. We are currently separated, living in different states at the moment while he files bankruptcy and I get healthy again. If anything happens with that officer in the future, it’ll be because I’m single. Time will tell.